why is it so hard to make friends?!?11!1?!1!

I find it SO hard to make friends because I can’t find anyone in my stupid state who has the same interests as me. Every time I do make a friend, it’s ALWAYS online which isn’t a bad thing, but I want to hangout!! Everyone in my state acts and looks the same (not that its bad but like it is) and i find it so annoying. My only friend started vaping and I didn’t like that so she like dropped me or wtv, which I don’t exactly care because she was turning rlly basic and she stopped talking to me. I usually get ghosted for some reason, but i lowkey think it’s because I talk A LOT about stuff i’m interested in, which I don’t understand why thats bad?? I think everyone should be passionate about what they like, yk?  i’m done with this because this probably makes no sense but idec and idk how this works so yeah. Just needed to get this off my chest!! 🐰