Mommy issues

So I have what you call ✨mommy Issues✨ 

And today was the day (after like two weeks) where my dear DARLING mother, had the need to make me feel like absolute sh!t!!! 😍😍

And how did she accomplish that? Well, when I told her, that I know what I want for my birthday (march 6th), she said: "Well you were always so "humble" with your gifts! *Sarcastic tone*" LIKE M'AM WHAT?? WHY ARE YOU TELLING THAT TO YOUR 13 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, WHO ALREADY HAS SPENDING PROBLEMS???? Spending problems as in, I hate to spend money and when I do, I feel GUILTY AS HELL 

LIKE EXCUSE ME???? 

I SPENT MY 13TH BIRTHDAY AT HOME, ALONE, NO GIFTS, AND A SELF BAKED CAKE 

AND MY MOM HAS THE AUDACITY TO CALL ME SPOILED???? 

My dad yelled at me after, because I was "too disrespectful" and I was "getting on their nerves" 

I wanna kill myself now, help