the worse fucking week of my life

The week is not over yet and it has been the worst of my fucking life, first I didn't have electricity for three days, I couldn't study for my exams and it's not just the worst, my face looks like a minefield, from the stress I started to get acne and it looks horrible, I tried to cover it with makeup but it looks worse, especially because I don't know how to put on makeup, its not even just stress from school PLUS my love life is a disaster now, like three guys like me and I don't like any of the three and the one I like doesn't even pay attention to me I want to KILL myself.

Men are so strange, I don't understand them, they give me so many signs that I get so confused, I don't even know what to do, I just hope that tomorrow will be better, the only good thing is that I pass my exam today so I hope everything gets better.

I'm going to try to distract myself by writing or following the 30 projects I have for my channel that I haven't done