Loss :(((

I started out the new year with the worst possible thing happening to me, losing my bestest friend ever, my mama :(((

It was so unexpected, like she had some health issues, and we didn't really know what exactly they were, but I never imagined she would be taken from me so fast, I went to bed planning to go out with her when I woke up, but instead I got woken up to my dad panicking and the paramedics doing their best to save her, it was the worst experience of my life and these past 2 weeks have been such a nightmare, I'm hanging in there though!!! Trying my best to do what she would want me to and live my life to the fullest, it just feels so empty without her here though :(((((