damnn my life suckss. pt 1

yeah i had alot of darkest relationship, ikr its weird as a teens

it's about a year ago, i meet a guyy on instaa maybe yea cuz online relationship is suck obv, tbh i used have attachment w online guy fr so yea i'm not cool abt it, so let's get going deep down so tht guy was like 2005 year born, let's say he was adult and i am a teenager fr. so yeah let's go he came again into my life and he said he missed me and all bro wtf oky i'm so immature i accepted tht he missed me alot, later i knew he live in my state, so i talked to him alot and later his ex was cheating on him which was my past ex's sister lol not his oky, so i helped him and all i helped him to get out of this so i got attach to him while doing this yk and at the same time i didn't know he has a female bestie and he always say i only love you to her btw i didn't know this he has a side chick later because when i confessed my love to him his bestie said everything to me and got into fight + bro tht bastard always make 2 girl fall in love w him hahahah, so after 5 month later he find a way to break up w him and he did like he has my whole access and he saw my past things he said who's tht guy oky i didn't know how so yeah he broke up w me let' get it to 3 month ago recap once i told him about my past tht guy abused me alot and he said i don't want a girl like you, i said what? then i said i was child i didn't know whts tht all tht'ts what a weirdest thing  ever said hahah, too much pain fuck it, so he asked me lust thing i was in so love w him i don't know why so yah  gave him tht and it was going good, he was so narcassist tht he never admit his mistakes he always manipulated me and blame into me tht i was a slut right so bruhh i was o hurt i was the one i say sorry to him later he cheated on me twice then as for revenge i cheated on him 5 times ngl, but i always give him a chance like it was 4 chance bro i was so depressed like nvm its so weird tbh idkk