Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind

You're the blood rush to the head that makes me feel safe, laughter so hard my stomach hurts. Sorry i havent been that active, I dont have that much to say as of lately, its kind of weird. Spending time with friends takes my mind off things at home. I still waste my time missing people that don't have me on their mind as much as they do mines. "Hey Rory! Remember when we would spend 9 hours on call? playing games till midnight, trying to keep quiet but ending up upsetting one of our moms? Sunny trips to the park after school? sharing headphones on the swings?" lock your dreams and hold them close to the left of your chest because its 30 degrees in June, watch out for the ice. Times ticking on all of my relationships. Its just the summer before the fall. My new cd arrived a few days ago i got The Used-"In Love And Death" and The Smiths-"Meat Is Murder" surprisingly i enjoy the smiths more. its probably because i'm a masochist and enjoy being sad. I wouldn't say in love and death is'nt sad though its just expressed in a different way xd it feels way more angrier and i relate to it more than i expected. I made a new friend but forgot her name, we just started showing our sketchbooks to each other and became friends lol, she's fun to hang around. she's an 11th grader so i cant really talk with her as much as i would like to. its safe to say that i've learned my lesson and started surrounding myself with people who are actually nice to me (trust me its harder than you think) Hopefully these words bury her in my memory. I've a shit ton of schoolwork to get too but i don't think i'm ever gonna get to it even if i want to. ADD sucks ass. as long as you get a few passing grades and act how you're supposed to act truly nobody gives a fuck about you. i kind of wish i was hyperactive because atleast people would know and not think im just lazy. anyways i need to talk to people more on here, you guys are lowk so awesome!!