I LOVE FIONA APPLE (also grrr my dad)

I love Fiona Apple sm. My girlfriend recently broke up w me and I feel really broken and empty and I really really hate myself because she was such a creative funny girl and I lost such a deep connection and it feels like swallowing bricks with how much guilt I feel because I don’t think I cherished her enough with how extraordinary she is and she deserved better. And I still love her :( Aside from that, I CANNOT stop listening to Fiona Apple!! When the Pawn is genuinely such a good album that I need it injected into my veins and in my bloodstream. Also, I think my meds are starting to work better now because the psychiatrist upped my dose to 100mg and it’s been working okay ever since. I also have been smoking a lot of weed :] I was just informed that my biological “dad” forgot my parent’s anniversary. Also he’s arguing with my sister and he’s using an excuse for 4 YEARS AGO??? WHATEVER. ‘Kay bye ty for listening to my rant!!