working on my profile, being a loser, the color green

my new tradition is to leave class as fast as i can and go to the cafeteria so i can open my laptop, sit alone and go through my and other spacehey profiles writing blogs, responding to bulletins, etc.. u might notice this blog is BLAND with no decoration very lame but rome wasnt built in a day i suppose. going to community college has me made feel nothing short of a loser every day it feels like nobody really wants to make friends, all the guys are taken and the only ones who do come up to me are asking me to join their bible study (im an athiest whos closer to leaning to satanism than christianity) how can you not feel like a loser every minute of your experience on campus. Its only winter semester so maybe things will brighten up but the chances are looking dim. I changed my hair from red to green and i feel so-so about it, it looks nice and I havent had this color in a while. I dont change it for any specific reason, green just felt right, all the colors do.