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I’ve lately been starting to despite my high school. I feel the repercussions strictly on my performance in school. Anywhere else I’m functioning perfectly fine - I’m more creative than ever before - but the moment I step into that building I feel all my energy slipping away. I don’t feel the motivation to keep pushing when everything around me is so superficial and HATEFUL.
As a person who feels very deeply is painful to watch the essence of humanity slip through our fingers in the favour of Ai.
I live my life via my heart, everything that gets to my brain first runs through my heart. I never understood the concept of hate - not bluffing. I don’t know if it’s because of the way I was brought up or I do actually feel it and I just have problems putting my finger on it. I do like to think though that is the first alternative.
For me the meaning of life is to love in as many ways as possible - damn me I can never write these things without shedding a few tears (or more, no one else will ever know).
All in all, feeling everything at once is exhausting, frustrating moreover because it seems it’s not normal to be human anymore… don’t you feel like everything is the same?
Mundane. No one breaking patterns, making bold statements. Why aren’t people sensitive anymore? Why are we taught to close ourselves in order to “protect”? Protect from… whom… exactly? Your feelings? Your HUMAN FEELINGS? Your life?!
It’s cool to be uneducated and unbothered. Distant and cold.
Destroying everything in our paths until there’s nothing left for what? More money? Fame? Trust me, NO ONE will remember you after a few decades. Not even if you become some huge celebrity Ai will surely write you off or simply not credit you lol cuz apparently that’s normal, right?
We learn in school about sophisticated science, math and literature, but no one teaches happiness, or love, or how to live, or how to be YOU. Children are given a pattern and called out if they don’t fit in it. Is that the way you shape a better society with wiser people?
I seek more meaning, more emotion, more life.
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ha_anah
I feel u. Sadly in this day and age people are so afraid of being seen as cringe or weird to the point where individuality is slowly dying. I hate how people romanticise the idea of being "nonchalant" like honestly it's one of the most unattractive traits a person could have, I like people who have a personality and interests and hobbies and quirks. Those are the things that set us apart, it's the essence of our character and our flaws that make us human.
I feel like this also touches on the topic about ai. Idk why anyone would like ai slop like seriously it's got no soul and it's just shitty. I genuinely never saw anything made by ai that's actually good. the art is crap the writing is crap and omg don't get me started on people having parasocial relationships with ai... that's a whole other story.
People really need to stop following trends mindlessly and start using their brains bc God if I see one more person telling someone that their style or hobby is cringe just because it's not trendy I might kms like bye I don't wanna live on the same planet as these fuckers.
Omg girl you get me!
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