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okay so all of this basically started when me and my friend Star got robbed (if u didn’t read my first blog— we put out stuff down in the club and it got snatched up in like two minutes. It doesn’t matter how safe of a city ur in: NEVER do stupid shit w ur stuff. Even if it’s in ur sightline ig </3) 

Butttt anyways :p

so we got robbed @ literally the WORSTTT possible time. literally the first day of the year AND we had exams the following week. so like— no phone wallet passport OR winter jacket ANDDDD we had a WEEK of reading, writing, and speaking tests. and i’m famously not GREAT at foreign languages (wallah i still have beef w french bro </3). So 01.05 - 01.0nyangi  was a ROUGH week

so, even tho it wasn’t the SMARTEST choice, we went out sunday night “just to get a drink.” 

we actually went to watch busking and got a drink AFTER, but ykkkk semantics blah blah blah

so we leave the first bar because it got hella crowded and we legit couldn’t put our stuff anywhere, and since we’re balling on a way tight budget we went looking around for a free entry place to go dance in for a bit

we found a place that had free entry AND unlimited free shots, so obvi obvi we went in??

and despite being dead this place was fire. the people who were actually in there were super fun and danced with us whenever and the lemon drops DIDN’T make me sick, despite what my 언니 told me

i dance w way more guys than Star (just a dif person than me she’s not a pick me or a prude fuck off), and on saturday i got a little swarmed ㅠㅠ normally this wouldn’t be bad, but literally none of the guys in these groups were HER type, and even though she’s fine with it, I felt bad that I was having all my attention. so when we get into THIS club im searching for someone for her to dance w ykkkkkkkk

i pointed out some guys that came in, but she kinda wasn’t’ feeling it and since there were like 13 ppl in there (including staff) i dropped it and just danced with her

which was AWESOME btw she’s so fun I’m so happy I met her she’s legit my baby ㅠㅠ<3

But with the heat and the dancing and the DELICIOUS cocktails I had to sit down for a second. one of the promoters was just vibing w my friend, and that’s when the two guys i pointed out ten minutes prior (who I’m gonna call nyangi and Oshi until I come up w codenames for them) came over and started dancing. turns out my friend WAS feeling it, because she and nyangi  paired up and STAYED paired up

i wasn’t really paying attention, though, because Nyangi’s WALL of a friend offered me his hand and picked me up off the ground 

and like that we were just kinda glued together. they were genuinely such a vibe– they didn’t stop dancing or singing for a second. a couple minutes in, I could kinda tell that Oshi was nervous for whatever reason, so i told him he needed a shot and brought him over to the bar

THE MF LET ME DUMP A SHOT DOWN HIS THROAT.

this 6 foot middle blocker of a man let my small ass hold him by the jaw and dump that lemon drop down his throat. i’ve never seen a man’s eyes light up so fast he was GEEKED

we danced in that club for a while. he was genuinely so sweet and so fine i do NOT regret kissing him. i don’t regret any of the times i kissed him, actually. i haven’t kissed someone like that, like, ever. he’s so tall and knew EXACTLY what he was doing with his tongue and his hands bro i just– oh my god i can’t

he just couldn’t keep his hands off me and yet wasn’t groping me? he wasn’t grabbing my ass or manhandling my tits or anything like that. i’m talking his hands stayed on my waist, on my hips, he kept touching my face or the back of the neck.

the first thing he ever said was “your hair’s so beautiful” and he was so clearly enamored with it, and yet he didn’t pet it or touch it without asking?? i like– actually felt PRETTY instead of just gawked at

at like 3 something in the morning, nyangi decided to leave the club and he too me and Star to 포차 across the street

that’s when the real “date” aspect of it happened. once we were out of the dark, hot, lemon-drop-and-tequila steeped club, i think the nerves hit me and Oshi like a truck. cuz the whole time we were at dinner we were talking and holding hands and making fun of Star and nyangi , but he couldn’t look me in the eye. and every time he did, he’d look away real quick and smile all nervous

Ughhhh he was mad cute

they walked us home after, and we spent the whole walk complaining about the cold and how “after 20 winters in korea, you think [you’d] get used to it.” and i let him know that it’s the same w nyc. everywhere’s js BRICK rn bro ㅠㅠ

but yeah he was adorable. he literally said that he was trying not to tremble, which goes along w the fact that in the club he didn’t wanna take a break because “with you i HAVE to be okay.”

but yeah they walked us back home, and before they left he kissed me and said we should get dinner before promising to text me (which he actually DID??? I was shocked i legit expected him to js follow my insta and then never reach out again ㅜㅈㅜ)

but yeah that’s how monday went

we talked last night, and i texted him again like forty minutes ago, but as of writing i can’t see insta so idk if he texted back. he’s a med student and has a job so i’m not too worried abt response time yk?? he’s a grown man w grown man things to do and it makes me wanna suck him off the BONE

hopefully i get to tell y’all about a date soon

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