20 yrs

I'm 3 years away from being 20 and honestly it scares tf outta me like I can't imagine being that age it feels like yesterday I was 15 saying 3 years till 18 and that's now only a year away. Feels like being pushed out into the ocean with nothing but your body to keep you up. I genuinely never thought I was gonna be here saying that but im excited for my independence and "freedom" (taxes r not a freedom) I'm honestly gagging at the fact I'm gonna have to pay the government to live but ok diva, I wish I could stay this age and have my independence and freedom from everything. When you think about it we could all js be living but no we make everyone pay for everything but who's to blame but us. #goinginsane