MY FERRET IS DY!NG

this sucks a lot like.. i dont get super super attatched to pets but the ferret has been SCREAMING and i need to wear my headphones just to not hear it. also when she DOES d!e my moms gonna cry and i really really REALLY cant handle that right now. i just want to go back to school. i have homework but how am i meant to focus when i hear high pitched screams every 7 minutes???? i dont care if its mean but i want her to close her eyes and d!e peacefully but she WONT and i feel really really really bad about it. ugh this sucks truly this sucks. it always happens on my birthday too. this same exact thing happened with my other ferret last year, except we came home from a trip and he was d3ad. this time we have to be here as she d!es. what are we meant to do if she doesnt d!e tonight??? Not sleep?? not go to work?????? please please please let this be over before i wake up tomorrow. PLEASE.

-souda