Delayed New Years News

HI GUYSSSS

This is about my winter break even though it's like hella delayed because January is sooooo busy for me, my birthday, my brothers birthday, 2 of my uncles' birthdays, first mock trial tournament, biggest debate tournament of the season, finals, etc. Literally the most busy month of the year for me </3333 

But anyways, winter break!!!!

Christmas was fun and I was with family a lot and I got to see my best friend because she was in town (Shout out to my twin Ayla!!!! ;P) but the most eventful part of my winter break was the concerts I went to...

So now that me and Pink from the last story aren't friends anymore I needed someone else to go to concerts with because she was usually who I would go with :((( but now I go with Emeline!!! (also from the same story)

Me and her went to this concert at this popular hardcore venue at in my city and I was going to this concert right after hanging out with Ayla so we were gonna meet up at the concert. I got there earlier than her and it was FREEEZZINGGGGG and I was wearing a miniskirt and one sweater </3 (I know unsurprising because it was December 27th but when you go to hardcore shows you have to dress for the heat otherwise you'll literally be burning alive) and I saw someone that I used to do this music program with, and I was talking to them, and guess who I freaking see...THE EVILLLLL aka my ex. And I was like well ig I'll explode now </3333 and my friend still hadn't gotten there so I was low-key panicking and I was standing by the other person I knew and my ex walks up the stairs to the main part of the venue and I'm like genuinely tweaking out and he sees me and he's so mad but its kinda funny because I know that this is the second time he's seen one of his exes this week because I'm friends with one of his other exes lmaooo but then my friend finally came and I also saw someone I used to go to science camp with and hadn't seen in a while so I was happy yayayayay!!! and then me and my friend are trying to go to the front of the venue and I bumped into my ex because it's a hella small venue and I said "I'm sorry" NOT EVEN SARCASTICALLY and just kept walking and then he yelled "Yeah that's right run away" and I turned around and yelled at him to fuck off and he backed off for a while.

And on new years there was a concert as well that I went to with that same friend and I ran into my ex's other ex (her name is Ash btw) that I'm friends with, someone I do speech and debate with at school, someone on my mock trial team and my friend's sibling so I was having a ton of fun running into all these people I know and then I see someone I know that I didn't wanna see...take a guess at who it is...

THE EVILLLLL. surprise surprise. And I tried ignoring him but its genuinely scary when I see him sometimes and I was just having fun with my friends and Ash keeps pointing out that my ex won't stop staring at me which is what I hate about having him around. He stares at me like I broke up with HIM. like bro this is literally entirely your fault why are you giving me the sad eyes now. I hate that feeling that I'm being watched and judged.

But anyways, this is a metal concert so there's a mosh pit and metal mosh pits are basically just swinging your arms around and kicking, I like punk mosh pits more but I joined in on the metal pit too and I was literally just hitting around and I wanna preface what I'm about to say with it was kinda on accident. I was trying to punch my ex and I punched him in the face... I DID mean to punch him but not in the face... I actually didn't even know until Ash told me he was complaining to his friends I punched him in the face...Honestly idk if it even was me because I think I would know if I punched him in the face and not like the side or something but I felt so bad about this that that night I had a dream that I went to his house to apologize. He left the concert early though so me and my friends could enjoy our night in peace. The next morning after I had that dream I unblocked him to stalk him for a minute cause I was curious (I blocked him again after dw) and he made his bio "I wish good luck on those who have hurt me" in the language I'm learning (Mandarin Chinese) so um... that felt a little personal. It's probably not, but it's just odd he changed it to that, and he does post about me an abnormal amount for an ex.