Ranting :∆

hi hi hi hi hi guyssssss finally got back online.. 

So ANYWAYS.. 

School started... And idrk how to feel.. Like for one I don't know how to progress like the relationship with my crush.. Like it's hard bc he isn't online all the time and I dont see him a lot in school bc we aren't the same class.. I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I STAND A CHANCE ANYMORE

On top of that I MIGHT like another guy but I genuinely don't know if I wanna keep being good friends with him or like shoot my shot WHAT THE HECKKKK I just have to remind myself to lock in for my studies at this point.. 

(Any advice guys pls) 

Not related but since its the new year my tuition is starting again.. WHY DO I HAVE SO MUCH TUITION WHY AM I SO STUPID. it's SO exhausting. Like I have tuition 4 out of 7 days in a week (not counting my electric guitar classes) and I don't have the motivation to keep going to them like especially since my school schedule has changed to end later now OMG SCHOOL WHY. 

That's it for now.. I'm tired so I'll end my mini rant here-will prob update it soon :P