Have you ever felt this way?

I’m back again!! So, I am having a late night thought, I have noticed a pattern which is how boring life is when I don’t have a crush. Hear me out, for me having a crush is like the best feeling because you are constantly thinking of them, what they like, what you can do etc, you even get VERY VERY EXCITED when they show some affection back! I love that feeling but, when you stop liking them or start to date them, that excitement goes away or isn’t as intense. Right now, I have no crush and life is boring but compared to earlier high school years, when I had a crush, life was so fun and happy compared to now.

Has this happened to you before? If so, what did you do to deal with it? Did you find out what it is and why am I like this? Let me know!!