If wonder if she stalks me too

A few years back me and my friend ended our friendship. And I will not be talking about that lol but I Am talking about how sometimes, like once per a few months, I stalk her on the internet. 

Not in a weird way ofc. I just look at her Pinterest page that I forgot to unfollow after our friendship breakup and hope that she is doing good. We still follow each other on instagram but we don't talk of course and she doesn't post a lot. Her Pinterest is the only way where I can see how she's doing. She's traveling a lot which I find so inspiring! Like I want that too!! I havent gotten to much traveling with friends yet due to personal reasons, but seeing her doing it makes me feel like I can do it too! Because at the end of the day we were in some aspects of who we were pretty similar, thats also one of the reasons we were such good friends. And then I wonder. 

I wonder if she still thinks about me sometimes, like I think about her once in a while. I wonder if she stalks my thousands of social media pages (I have a very big digital footprint lol) and random art projects like I stalk her Pinterest once in a blue moon. I wonder if she's reading this? And if she is, Hi :) You know who you are :p I hope you're doing well with your new studies and such!! 

I hope. I hope she's liking the studypath she chose. I hope she's having fun with her friends. And most of all I hope she's feeling happy. Cause that is what we both craved so so much. I think that may also be one of the many reasons our friendship did not work anymore. It also was a very grown up decision for two barely 17 year olds to end the friendship on decently good terms. 

We experienced so many things together, even after our friendship breakup. We've grown together throughout most of our puberty. And for the past few years we had grown apart from each other. But that is alright, because I think (and hope), we've both grown into better people because of it.