more about me in the current J2026

hi, if it wasnt obvious by my poorly put together profile- im new here, overall to spacehey and html/css. this post is a little more into my life and me as a person, i guess? for anyone who wants to friend me or anything like that.

its 3pm on a sunday as i write this, on the 11th day of january. crazy, i know. the roads are cleared for the most part where i am (northeast US), ice-wise. theres still some snow, and despite the fact im a decemeber baby, i actually hate winter.. but i think this year its been tolerable for me. though, its still annoying to deal with. i like summer and autumn more. what else should i add to this?

i guess i could get more personal here, so; im a sophomore, and i doubt im gonna be able to finish highschool. i have a special little brain and special little needs compared to the average neurotypical person, and uh, you know, autism and school mix like oil and water. autism floats on top, school floats on bottom. but i also have adhd, so imagine ADHD is the cup with the oil and water. i think i made the analogy here overcomplicated, but you get it right?... whatever.

i feel like this year theres gonna be some change, hopefully. my mom has plans for moving (long story short, landlords are evil, maintenance guys are useless), and me now having an actual bank account and a credit card- i can buy mostly whatever i want. ive been trying to be wise with this money- but since im a fat slob (reference!), ive mostly just been buying food with it so far into this month. what do i plan to do with this money once i stop fucking around and lock in?

• buy more storage containers and dressers and whatnot for my room, im a little bit of a hoarder and whenever i get something new- i just kinda toss it into a corner with my clothes. i gotta tidy up, you know?
• get more swaggy, and by that i mean, build up a wardrobe that actually feels like me. both in a subtle "tranny tries to transition" and an "a poser loser tries to be alternative" way. sometimes i just see people down the street with all their cool shit on, looking hella queer, seeming like they can actually afford shit- and i cant help but get jealous! but thats on me for being a lazy anti-social bum for the entirety of my years haha :_)
• one more thing is that i just, yknow, wanna help out around the house more. my moms basically in a way, disabled? well, its a confusing situation and id rather not get into it. but basically, itd just be nice to be able to worry about normal things like "shit! rents due! gotta pay those big men up even tho i dont wanna!", which is a strange thing to want, but if you were a sheltered autistic boy like me youd get it more. i think and i hope.

but yeah. thats whats up with me right now.

actually, before i end it here- i wanna edit this more cause i have a lot more things to say, im a big talker! or a big writer? whatever.

what do i exactly plan on doing here in the wonderful magical wonderland of Spacehey? well, i have some reasons, but the number one thing is just a general change of online-scenery. ive spent most of my dwellings on discord and twitter, i dont plan to give up discord- but i absolutely want to stray away further from twitter. i mostly use it for posting art, but considering twitter is one of the number one apps to have an incredibly toxic and deranged userbase, its just hard to ignore when its constantly shoved in my face on my feed. im so sick of the moralfagging, the useless queer discourse, cyberbullying, all of it. doesnt even help that the current owner of the app/site is fucking elon musk out of all douchebags. 

besides all that, and to cut this short so you dont have to strain your eyes any further- 

i wanna talk to more people online, i want to learn html/css, i hear theres scene kids populating this site so i wanna stalk their profiles to give myself internal feedback, im also sick of the current internet and AI (im one of those douches that wish they couldve been a teen in the 2000s-2010s, deal with it).

so yeah, that's that. im done squeezing out all the writing-juices from my writer-weiner.

thomas , OUT ! 😎