"you" is everyone who relates

i hate not being heard. i hate that noone is listening to me and when i yell so they finally hear me im rude and too much. i hate how blind everyone is too. theyll tell you youll be okay, and they are worried but where are they when youre struggling, finding it heard to breath. i hate them and i dont even know who "they" are. the system? any adult in struggling childs life? the parents or teachers or anyone for that matter who promises itll be fine but never really ask whats wrong. they expect simple answer. simple reason of why you are the way you are, why you feel the way you do. and you just dont know. you stare at them begging for them to understand or at least not demand a simplyfication. you know what you should feel sometimes even do but you just cant do that. and in the end you just need someone who understands. or at least listens.