my love life rn is fucking crazy lmao

ok so like wtf is happening. in one day I got asked out, rejected someone, told someone I liked them, and got asked if I wanted to date someone once he was single. what is happening lmao. 

so i'm gonna explain the scenario piece by piece. 

so the dude that asked me out yesterday I kinda rejected. he's one of my good friends but I only see him as a friend so I said no to dating him. I felt kinda bad abt it but also I wasn't going to say yes out of pity. I don't wanna date someone I don't truly love. and he took it very well thankfully and now we's just chilling as friends. 

okay and the other dude, there's a lot.

so this is not nh (if you don't know who nh is, read my other blog)

so this guy that imma call this guy tdy.

alr so imma go to the begining of a couple months ago when I started D&D (yes this is relavant). I originally joined because our DM and my now ex boyfriend convinced me to join. So I didn't really meet tdy until a couple weeks of D&D cuz everyone was making their characters and hanging out with thier friends. so fast forward to once D&D started, i had a little crush on him but yk its whatever. Then i started to really like him and then boom turns out he has a gf. I was sad but it's whatever so I moved on. Then just being his friend i asked if he was ok cuz he was sad and he had some stuff in his life going on so I gave him my number so he could have someone to talk to. So we would talk a little here and there but then this is where it gets interesting.

So like 3 days ago he texted me cuz he needed to talk to someone and we talked for like 3 hours. I was like woah that's never happened. And for most of it, we were just talking about random stuff and he kept asking what I was doing and things like that. Then the next day, he texted me but we only talked for like 20 minutes. Then yesterday he texts me and we're talking and then he told me that him and his gf were fighting over something really small. Turns out his gf is not a great person and is lwk rlly mean to him and I feel bad for him. But I also didn't want to get in-between them because it's his relationship and I don't want them to break up. He then later texts me that he might be breaking up with his gf and his friends are telling him he should break up with her. I just say that it's his choice cuz I don't want to get too involved. So we keep talking and I'm just keeping him company and he asks me "I might just be being paranoid but do you like me?" I said back that I liked him when D&D started but stopped when I learned he had gf cuz I wanna be honest with him. He said okay. We keep talking and then he said "If we're both single at one point, would you want to date..?" and I just started at my screen. I was like, what just happened. I said sure because I do like him and I'm a very loving and caring person but also i'm like, if he breaks up with his gf i'm hoping it's not because of me. 

so uh yeah. that's my life rn. so much has happened in the last few days i'm still processing wtf is happening. I feel like i'm in some weird teen drama movie T-T

boys are smth.