discouraged

I can't find the words to tell him.

When I try, I only end up more disappointed.

I show myself vulnerable, open, weak,

and yet, he ignores it.

My heart bursts with conflicting emotions,

provoked by the weight of his words.

It's not the same anymore, something feels different,

but I still can't find a way to name it.

I doubt he notices how these emotions that dwell within me intensify,

how they accumulate in silence

while I search for words that never come.