Just a me Thang: Where Life is Right Now.

You see that super swaggy person right there? That's me. 

My name is JJ, and I have been a user on SpaceHey for about two full years now. Now I know, I know, my profile doesn't show it; however, I lost my other account, so now we are here. Sorry, not sorry. Argue with someone else. But I feel like now I wanna for real begin to blog about just whatever is happening in my life. So now we have to, of course, just do a slight meet-the-author thing. Is that cringe? Probably. Whatever. To be cringe is to be free, and that is the point of this site. Expression of self. I'm not too good at talking about myself, so I guess this is also a way to get better and using my words. Probably should've learned how to do this a while back. I should note that if you do not read this man that is fine. At least interact or something. I hate reading. I lose focus unless cool stuff is on screen. Now, let us dive deeper into what I would just like to talk about:

 If you look over, this is my boyfriend of seven years. 

He is really gnarly. His name is Epson, and I have known him since my Elementary school dayz. What is super funny is that we had a very enemies-to-lovers type of story. Back in the fifth, yes, fifth grade, he yelled at me on our playground and I vowed to hate him from that day on and never interact with him again. That was a lie. We began talking that summer and soon created a story that originally began as a roleplay. Not saying the name as I do not want you guys stealing, of course, but the acronym is BTFTH..(TM). I am so thankful for the creation of this story, as it has now brought me to the lover I want to be with for the rest of my life. Seriously. Everyone deserves an Epson, man. He is the sun to my moon because he knows how to always brighten up my day. Epson can do no wrong. He is such a nice and sensitive gentleman. He has not once mistreated me at all in our relationship, and I honestly do not feel like I deserve him sometimes. He has seriously helped me through so much in my life. At my highest points and at my lowest points, I have always looked at Epson to at least be there. I can always count on him, no matter the situation. Epson is also so honest that I know to rely on him when I am looking for genuine advice or a statement. In these eight years, he has been the best thing to come into my life. SO, babe, if you do manage to read this, I love you! I love you so much! I wanna marry you one day and hope that we do get to do so! I hope I propose before you as well!

 WELCOME TO ME BEING A GYARU

Now, it may not be a surprise, but if you read my profile, then you know I am a gyaru. I believe that the style and the mindset fits me, and I have been so happy with how much more confident I have been. I started getting into the style when I was in 8th grade, but I do not count that as me starting because I was not doing the makeup properly. By Junior year of high school (Jeez, why did it take so long?) I finally decided I was going to start trying the makeup and doing it myself, and just going out and rocking it. My babygal era was awful, now that I look back on it, but it has made me learn more about the culture. I know in that photo my makeup is light, but I do not normally do that toned-down style. I do not belong to a substyle, but if I were to say I was in one, then I do more Mamba makeup. I adore the more wild and out-there looks. However, I do more ganguro style looks because the lashes just do not do it for me. Yes, by the way, you can be a gal without lashes. I have asked multiple gals who have done this for years and given me tips and tricks, and now I have that knowledge to spread for those who would wanna get into the community. Do not be afraid to talk to me if you are curious about how to become a gal, by the way. I LOVE TALKING ABOUT THIS!

Now of course with being a gal, the music is a huge part of the culture. And frankly? THIS SHIT IS PEAK! I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE MUSIC I HAVE GOTTEN INTO! As of right now, my favorite artists are from Initial D and GO GO GIRLS. I have been learning how to parapara as well. I find old wikis and old sites that should be archived by now, and oh my lord. I'm telling you all, sure, you technically do not HAVE to be a gyaru in order for you to parapara, but even so you should all learn how ot do it. The hardest part about it, in my opinion, is the coordination. With the constant side-stepping, along with moving your arms to match the rhythm of the song? It is indeed hard. Hell, even I suck at it. My favorite Parapara routine right now is My Sweet Banana by the GO GO GIRLS. This routine is just super fun! My second favorite is probably Velfarre 200. Generic, I know. But you cannot blame me. I do enjoy dancing on my own, even in public spaces with my friends. Hell, I make my friends record me! This has grown to be a huge part of my interests now and what I love to do.

It...It's Christian? Heh. I just love that meme so much, dude. So if you didn't know, I am a huge fan of the WWE. All of my friends can tell you that I could just go and ramble about it for hours and hours on end. I got into it originally because of my dad. He was super into it as a kid and needed to pass it on to his kids. He stated that he was either going to get my little brother into Batman/DC or WWE. I was fortunate enough to see the wonders of the WWE! I do not know for real what to type here! I am a huge nerd on this topic. I go back and watch the Ruthless Aggression Era and the Divas Era. My favorite wrestlers are Edge, Randy Orton, Chris Jericho (Y2J, not whatever Jericho has going on right now), AJ Lee, Melina(My fav diva), Shinsuke Nakamura, and Asuka. I've been to one show so far due to the expensive side of being a fan, and I got to meet Stu the cameraman and Kim Orton! The event was Backlash, and there I got to see Heel Cena versus Face Orton during the John Cena retirement tour. In my lifetime, I've also met Edge, Kofi Kingston, Gunther, and I don't know if this counts, but I've spoken/interacted with Alicia Foxx and Melina! I'm trying to build my merch collection some more and go to more events in the near future with my friends and future husband. To end this off, I am just gonna state I need more WWE FRIENDS! I LOVE TALKING ABOUT IT! I EVEN HAVE OC'S FOR IT OML I'M SO NERDY! BE THERE OR BE TRIANGULAR! YOU'RE WELCOME, PUNKS! 

As you see above, I do enjoy taking photos and dressing nicely. I try not to reuse my outfits or attire, but I will indeed mix and match my clothes! My mother says I have so many, so I have to try and put them all to good use! My friend Akira tends to take a ton of the photos I have because she is the coolest girl ever, and she knows what he is doing when you hand her a camera. We love random photo ops over here. Every hangout, best believe I will be suggesting that the people I am with take photos, and we all look cool. I love showing my outfits off, too any chance I get. I don't know why. Maybe it is the compliments? Or maybe it's the stares I get? Either way, I will always use a hangout as an excuse to throw on a dope outfit and take photos to post to the gram and now the SpaceHey. I can see in every photo how much more confident I have gotten and how much more comfortable I have felt in my skin. I am so cool and have come so far. You all reading should totally congratulate me after you are done with your reading journey if you actually read all this. I wouldn't hold it against you if you did not read all this, though. Shit, I hate reading. 

Overall, I am much happier now and more willing to talk about my life or topics I feel are important. I am glad I got this off my chest, and I hope I have made this an interesting read to the point you want to come back and read more from me! This blog is so much different than one of the blogs I made on my other account. It was so sad. I was genuinely so sad back then. I, again, am so proud of my progress in trying to get better, dude. As cringe as this sounds, I try not to complain nd be all sad and down in person even if I do feel so down. But as of recently, thanks to some amazing people, I haven't even thought of feeling down. So yeah, shoutout to my friends, especially my best ones. You know who you are.