why i hate being shy

hey everyone! I think this is my first blog post here, sooooo yea i hate being a shy person. many people have told me that sometimes it's kind and cute to be a shy person when its actually NOT! sometimes I avoid going out alone to avoid other people's stares. i also HATE parties cuz its really hard for me greet people and start a conversation... one thing o learned while in therapy is that no matter where you are, there will always be someone to judge you, but there may also be people who will like you. despite these words echoing in my head every time I go out and have to face my introversion, it's still difficult to put into practice. anyway, one of the only ways that helped me with making friends and other things was talking to people on the internet! besides people from other places, there are even people i see in person, who I don't know how to approach and maintain a stable conversation. im trying to change this because i know that in few years it can affect my communication and other issues. one of the hobbies that was suggested to me was to start blogging about my things, so I'm trying to start here!

I think that's all, thanks if anyone reads this! leave a comment or maybe we can be friends!