The misfortune of my love life and friendships.

Hey!! This is a big gossip story from my life♡

It involves a fake friend, a couple's breakup, and unrequited love.

Don't mind the length of the story!! I swear it's worth reading.. TT

Well... Where do I begin? TxT

Three years ago, I entered 7th grade. That year I made friends with my current best friends, Jessie and Annie, and also met a boy named Erick.

That same year, I met my current ex-boyfriend (Annie's brother), but that's not important now.

Well, I had a crush on Erick and even considered sending him a letter declaring my love... But, on Valentine's Day, he sent a love letter to Jessie, my friend. Since nobody knew about my crush on Erick, I pretended to support them together, even though I was heartbroken. However, Jessie didn't like him; she even felt a certain awkwardness. Skipping a big part, she rejected him. I think I still have the letter to this day. 

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In 8th grade, I continued with my crush on him, but this time, I dropped little hints about it, like laughing at lame jokes. That was the worst year of my life.

First: Erick and Jessie had a mutual best friend, Grace. Since Erick and Grace were always together, the whole class started thinking they were a couple. It filled me with rage. In the end, they managed to convince the class that they were just friends. That relieved me. Little did I know that things were about to get worse.

At the beginning of the year, a new girl arrived, named Camila. Since my friend Jessie was so outgoing and affectionate, she started spending time with her and we ended up becoming a quartet. However, Camila proved to be totally manipulative and toxic. The kind who started pushing Jessie away and then me, trying to be friends only with Annie. One day, she managed to convince the two of them that I had cheated in a game of UNO, that I was a narcissist who couldn't stand losing, and even made Annie and Jessie put me through the silent treatment for a week until I apologized to them. Note: She did this because I also feigned indignation at having lost the game. 

Finally, later that year, 2024, after summer vacation, it was a normal class when Erick came up behind Camila, hugging her and kissing her neck. They had started dating during the holidays, specifically on July 18th. Note: They were playing together, one of them just said, "Do you want to date?" and the other accepted. I pretended to be happy, but when I got home I cried in the bathroom all night.

Speaking a little about the "Quartet": The previous year, Jessie had suffered from depression due to such severe bullying that she started cutting herself. Luckily, she started therapy in her father's city and had begun to improve. But, when Camila started to distance herself, and since my efforts and Annie's weren't working, Jessie started to get worse, returning to having crying spells and anxiety attacks and cutting herself even in the classroom. Camila, seeing what she was doing, brought us closer again. We even dressed up together for the school's Halloween party. Everything was perfectly fine. For now. Note: Camila was such a bitch, she kept inviting Annie to her house, inviting her to sleep over, while Jessie and I only went there less than 3 times, mostly just to do schoolwork. 

Okay, let's forget about that two-faced bitch for a while and move on to my winter vacation and the year 2025.

Remember my ex-boyfriend, my friend Annie's brother? Well, now I'm going to talk about that loser son of a bitch.

In 2023, Annie introduced me to him, Matthew. I commented that he was cute (I love ugly guys) only once, and that gave the two of them (Annie and Jessie) and his friends the damn idea to try to get us to become a couple. However, besides him being VERY ugly and without [anything], we were both (and still are) very shy and introverted. And, in the end, they didn't succeed.

Back to winter vacation in 2024--

I always get needy and depressed at the end of the year, especially that year full of misfortunes. I was feeling sad and lonely, and that feeling worsened when I found out that, besides Jessie moving to another city to live with her father and stepmother, Annie had started dating Matthew's friend. I was happy for them, but it seemed like I was the only one standing still, doing nothing. And that was one of the reasons I decided to do one of the most shameful and bizarre things in my life.

On Christmas, at midnight, I asked Matthew to be my boyfriend... via TEXT MESSAGE!! And, of course, he accepted, because he doesn't have his own opinion and doesn't know how to say no.

Now, going back a bit, to the middle of 2024, Annie and Camila (when she wasn't so toxic) took my phone and texted him, asking us to have a fling that day. Note: They pretended to be me. And in the end, he took so long that I left. Also, when I was going home, we ran into him; he walked past me and ignored me. Then he texted me apologizing because he was very embarrassed. But he gave signs that he really liked me. 

2025.

Everything was going well, it seemed like the best year of my life at that school. Camila had moved to another city and we cut off contact with her; we were still friends with Jessie; Annie, Erick, Grace, and I had become closer, and my relationship with Matthew was incredible. Note: Erick was still dating Camila. It was a long-distance relationship.

Until that cursed month of November arrived...

The whole school was buzzing with excitement because of the end of classes, the final exams were impossible, and there was a ton of schoolwork. And, on one of those days, something happened... Erick started crying during class, and later we found out why. He and Camila had broken up. This made Annie, Grace, and I happy, even if we kept it a secret from him. We even told Jessie, who was also excited about the breakup.

To try and comfort Erick, I started giving him massages and little punches on his back. It worked a little; he even tried to teach me how to play Nirvana on the guitar. 

When I got home, I was taking a shower when I received a message from Matthew. I thought it was just a normal thing, so I asked him to wait until the next day when I was out of detention.

The next day, I was with a friend, whom I'll call Daisy, during school break when he sent me another message asking to talk. I'll summarize as much as possible: Someone from my class saw me massaging/comforting Erick and told Matthew. Someone also told him that I had a crush on Erick in 2023. He freaked out with jealousy and broke up with me. I don't know who told him this. But, sorry for this, I think it was my friend Annie; only she knew this story after a sleepover.

That jerk blocked me on all social media, even in games. And all this happened a few days before we completed 11 months of dating. 

After that week, my year was a disaster.

A cup he had given me broke when I was making tea. Besides the hot water burning me, the shards of glass fell on my foot. I fell down the laundry room stairs and almost broke my washing machine. And I was almost run over twice.

One of the only good things after that was that I got closer to Erick and found out the reason for his breakup.

Camila wanted Erick to stop being friends with Grace, Annie, and me! That devilish, possessive bitch, lover of belzebu, two faces cunt. Well, he decided to continue our friendship and break up with her. 7u7

Erick and I talked for a long time about our breakups. And I realized I started liking him again. He was so... sweet to me. I felt like he treated me much differently than he used to. 

Well... this is a long story from my life over the last 3 years. Please ignore the typos. I'm Brazilian and I used a translator for a large part of the text. Furthermore, I had lost the text and had to copy it from the photos on my phone so I wouldn't have to write all this. That's why, am I so stupid that I forgot to copy it.

In addition, I had lost the text and had to copy it from the photos on my phone so I wouldn't have to write all this. Why, am I so stupid that I forgot to copy it. 

Let me know what you think in the comments! Love you all! TT