Gender/Body Dysphoria :(

I'm non-binary but i have a female body and i hate it. I don't know if i'm trans or just want to be more masc but i don't like having an overly feminine body. I hate my tits so much and i hate my thighs and i HATE when ppl think i'm 16 or 17 when i'm just 14 and it's been like this my whole life. I'm an early bloomer so it's been really rough bc i started puberty at 8 and i've had body and gender dysphoria since. It doesn't help that i already have that belly fat thing and men are creeps. I unfortunately live in a country where i can't just change my style to masc bc i don't like explaining myself and it's too expensive and everybody is a homophobe. I want to lose some weight so i feel more comfortable but yh it's getting worse everyday and i need help.

Also if you don't have anything nice to say pls don't comment <3