MY AND MY LOVERRRR WOOF

hiiii, felix here

ok so i need to talk about my partner, because i just had a couple of awkward situations here JSJCJSJAJ. it was funny because it took me a while to realize people were flirting with me, and by the time i got it, it was already kinda creepy 😭

the thing is… i love her way too much ekfkekckskxa ok?? so i’m gonna half-tell the story because honestly the whole thing is really funny.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

ok so i changed schools. it was my fiiirst week at this new school and i saw her, and that was it. there isn’t that much lore here because like… it was really easy for me to like her. she’s a beautiful person. gorgeous. stunning. genuinely, i still don’t understand how she likes me back. it’s like fuck girl, put on some glasses or something 😭

…or actually no, better not. let her stay like that ✊

FIRST REJECTION

ok i don’t remember exactly when this happened but it was around october… i think.

the thing is, i sent a friend to ask for her instagram because i was embarrassed, and then i texted her and she took like a week to reply. so i was like ok, she doesn’t like me, but i need her to tell me to my face, you know?

so one day i was determined to talk to her, but every time i got close i got embarrassed and turned around halfway. it ended up looking like i was following her around 😭 super creepy KSKCKSKCKSK. and then, when it was VERY obvious that i wanted to talk to her, she turned around and left. and that was the first rejection.

SECOND REJECTION

ok so like a week after the first rejection, i went to apologize because damn friends, i felt horrible for making her uncomfortable. later she explained what had happened, i asked her out, she gave me her instagram, and we started getting to know each other.

i was really insistent about telling her i liked her because i didn’t want any misunderstandings, but from some conversations we had, i realized it just wasn’t happening. so i started this mindset of “mmmh she’s suuuper cool, i’m gonna force myself to stop liking her so she can be my friend” JAJCJSJJA.

so like a week after i made that mental decision, she literally rejected me. and that’s when i told her “nooo don’t worry, i realized it was platonic,” which, now that i think about it, was technically a lie 😭 but at that moment i

1. wasn’t in the right place for a relationship

2. already knew how things were

and we stayed friends…

SOY LA MERA PAPA DEL CALDO

here we say that the third time’s the charm, so friends, if you like someone, have faith. what happened is that after being just friends for a while, we built a lot of trust. at some point i had already accepted that i did like her, but that nothing was going to happen between us. i was fully resigned to that.

but we got way too close: daily chats, really long hugs, falling asleep on her lap… and one day, when we saw each other on the first day of vacation, we were cuddled up like always, and i suddenly felt like kissing her. so i asked if i could, and honestly i don’t fully remember what happened next but it was super kawaii. damn, i love her so much friends…

and obviously, the next day we had to talk things through. something i don’t remember but she does JSJDJSJS (and she still brings it up), is that apparently the one who said “just friends” WAS ME AJDJSJAJAJ. like, after the kiss and talking things out, i was like “umm… just friends 🥺” que estúpido.

and then somehow, i don’t even know how, the conversation shifted into us confessing to each other… and yeah.

OK BUT WHY DO I LIKE HER?

she already knows this, but you don’t, and you NEED to know. she’s a really kind person, very protective. i find it adorable how she worries about me and about the people she loves. she likes learning, and she’s always trying to be the best version of herself. it’s so endearing. she’s sweet, she’s gentle, and i say this way too much but she’s HERMOSA. she’s perfect. literally the girl of my dreams.

i hope i get to stay by her side for a very long time, because i truly, genuinely love her… even if she “hates” me (she doesn’t, it’s just a joke between us because of the lore we have).

and yeah friends, that’s it. i just came here to brag about the fact that an amazing girl likes me even though i’m a dry little nerd LOLLL and i write a little fic about us... if you guys want to read it please leave a comment, i wnat to know if you liked it