Fuck my fucking chungus life

yo lord have mercy, i was blowing my nose in french class and like yk when you use the brown itchy scratchy fucking brown paper its like rlly thick and all. So like without realizing anything i throw it away and then go to the mirror (yes theres a mirror) to fix my hair and BAM. One of my nose studs is gone. Immediately (?) i realize i blew my nose and my nose stud fell in the paper, and thrn i threw i away. So im like, aint no way im digging in the trash bruh so im there thinking like what do i do. My nostrils arent fully healed and i did NOT want the hole to close. I pierced both myself and it hurt pretty bad i dont wanna go through that again bruh. So then i start thinking about a solution. The only thing i could replace it with is one of my multiple earrings. But like i have 3 healed lobes in total and 3 not healed, so the choice was limited. Two of them had straight bars in them with a flat back and one had a hoop. The flat back thing wouldve been hell to put in bc i would have to put it backwwards kinda. However.. the fucking hoop is a 14g, while my nostrils are at 18g like dude. Having no choice, i proceeded to stretch my nostril by two sizes with the externally threaded cheap hoop, and all that dry ofc bc i didtn have oil or whatever. The pain was bad man. All that just for it not to close man. So like now its in and i just have a random silver hoop in my face, while all my other piercings are black and with spikes. i fear im no longer spikesmaxxing as much as i was before but its temporary. I do have other spikes for my nose at my house but they came in pairs and different sizes. So ill have to either go rlly big or really small spike action. Or just go back to silver and start silvermaxxing. Ok thats it, thanks for reading my rant. Im bored in class rn and i thought id just yap on spacehey even if no one is gonna read it lmfao. Ok bye