dairy entry 1/7/26

i want to play so many games i feel like im going CRAZY!!!!! im rewatching caseoh playing raft bc i like the game, and ive been watching every duet night abyss video i can find. my dad left for nyc yesterday and will be back on sunday, we should be moving a bit after that. 

we’re moving into an apartment i really dont like, my room will be a loft area above my dads room with no wall or door. sometimes i get so upset about things i just want to scream and cry like a little kid. my old house had extremely thin walls and one of the only things i was excited about with moving was thicker walls, i never get to talk to people online or myself without people hearing and i hate it so much. now i dont even get a wall!!!!!! 

plus, how the hell am i supposed to get things up there!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!! i have a cute shelf i painted, and how am i supposed to get my mattress up?????? i feel like the universe is just fucking with me to see what i’ll do. jokes on them because im not gonna kill myself.

our roommate seems nice and they foster cats which im excited about, i am a little worried bc my cat hasn’t met another cat before and he might get freaked out, but i think he’ll be fine. 

the whole move is a complete inconvenience for me and it’s only good for my dad. it’s making me so upset but i cant bring myself to do anything about it. i’ve never really argued with my dad about anything and its freaking me out bad.

anyways who gives a fuck i reeeallly wanna play duet night abyss. they released a new character and i think she’s available in the theater mode and i dont want to miss my chance to get her </3 i also really want to play ZZZ but i have an old 6th generation ipad that can’t run anything. im so bored ive been playing stardew valley. do you have any idea how bored i have to be to play stardew valley. really really bored. UGHHH literally whatever guys i just have to wait it out.