Im so fucked

Im actually so fucked. I'm genuienly like- I need help, if any of my friends see this, i need you to help me. I mentioned this like one time and one time only but im doing it again.

Before i moved to PineRidge and even before i attend Robloxia highschool, i lived in a horrible household with my little brother Jaxson, eventually i ran away from that fucking place and it worked, i got out, made it to Robloxia. The one mistake i made was promising Jaxson that i would take him with me but i never did... I just left a fucking piece of paper that said "Im sorry.". 

IM SO FUCKING STUPID!! LIKE ITS UNBELIEVEABLE...

He's found out that i live in PineRidge now, he knows about you guys and he knows about Lucas. Im scared he's going to hurt you all before he hurts me- And i cant even imagine what he's going to do to me. I can imagine he's going to kill me....... Im scared, im really fucking scared.

I came home after an incident last night, that incident being the night i found out that Jaxson knows where i am. I ran out my house, running to my car and driving off into the forest, trying to clear my head but i fell asleep. After i woke up there was several more text messages from him, threatening me and when he threatens someone, he means it. I forgot to shut door when i dashed out and when i came back home, i found a picture and a piece of paper jammed into the wall with a hunting knife.

The photo was a photo of Me and Lucas in the Diner while i was working- THE PHOTO WAS FUCKING RECENT TOO... LIKE TWO DAYS AGO. 

And the piece of paper was the same note i left him... I honestly cant beleive he kept it- What for, motivation!? The scary part is that it had blood splattered all over it.

Im scared for what's going to happen, please help me, i dont want to be alone and i dont want to die by the hands of the person i left behind.