The smoke dances around the right people.

Ganza and friends (experiences and such)  

I'm not the heaviest smoker in the world, and maybe I never will be because I have asthma 😰😰, but I really enjoy the experience of smoking. However, what makes the experience much better for me is being surrounded by people I love.

I've always been an open person, eager to discover things, smoke, drink, etc. And using marijuana was something I'd wanted to try for a while, but as I said, I have asthma, so smoking for me is both pleasurable and harmful at the same time. I was already used to smoking cigarettes and vaping, but when I tried marijuana for the first time, everything else stopped being enjoyable for me. Another thing that fascinates me is the ritual before smoking. Before I started using, I was already around people who were users, and seeing them rolling, lighting, inhaling, and blowing was always very beautiful to me. 

The first time I used it was on a rainy Thursday with my best friend and her boyfriend; it wasn't planned at all, it just flowed. We hid under a shed, I prepared my lungs with a wet cigarette and vape. But when the weed hit my throat for the first time it was totally different (ps: I can't inhale directly or I get incredibly short of breath, and I start coughing a lot, which gives me something similar to low blood pressure). The three of us stayed there talking, and they were always looking out for me. My hands and legs got cold and tingling (my favorite sensation), and when I stood up and felt my legs went weak, I thought I felt very happy and laughed a lot with my friend. 

 My first time was remarkable because I felt that my trip was not in my head but in my heart, I felt light, as if everything wrong was gone from me and I was in a stable and peaceful flow. When I got home and laid down in bed it felt like I was going inside of it, I missed that, but I didn't want to sleep I was so relaxed that sleeping seemed pointless. (My head twitched slightly and my right hand got stuck in a certain position, and for some reason that made me happy.)

But my second time was completely different. I also went with a trusted friend to smoke. But I think the place we were in scared me and the trip didn't go well. We went to the beach by car, it was night so it was all dark, and I'm the person who's most afraid of the dark and dark water, so you already know how that ended. As always, I was vaping, but for some reason it made me so dizzy, and when I switched to weed the effects hit faster (cold and tingling legs and hands). Then I made the mistake of taking a hit straight away. When I did that, I started coughing a lot, and it felt like my soul was leaving my body. I felt light, the tingling and cold spread throughout my entire body. I ended up vomiting and losing all sense of my body. I was stuck in the car window, unable to move, my body was there, but my mind was wandering and dissociating into nothingness(but the stars were beautiful). After a while of dying in the car (MY FRIEND DIDN'T HELP ME AT ALL AND THAT MADE ME FURIOUS) I decided to walk, but it didn't help at all so I went back to the car and started listening to Jhene Aiko (who healed me, oh my goddess). 

It was a terrifying feeling, I even started praying because I thought I was dying, and not receiving help from my (male) friend made me feel so vulnerable and sensitive. After that, he left me alone on the street (AT NIGHT, A VULNERABLE AND HIGH WOMAN) but then I found my other friends who helped me feel a little better. 

After a while, me, my best friend and her boyfriend went out again to smoke, something not agreed upon either . And the feeling was much better, because they always pay attention to my reactions, and even bring me home. It was so good to smoke and feel all the good sensations. But something new happened, I was lying in my bed, very sleepy, when I felt my eyes spinning like a clock, and I started having slight visual distortions. I delighted in the visual sensations, how the lights distorted, and how the colors seemed to explode before my eyes,and I went to listen to Jhene Aiko again, and I felt a sense of peace and a nice sleepy vibe. That's when I realized that the right people around us make the THC flow through our bodies much more gently. So I'm grateful to smoke with my best friend and her boyfriend because they make the smoking ritual more flavorful.

؛༊ hello guys!!! first blog in here and it is a bit messy cus i lost the costume of writing (and my style is more like lyrical texts rather then blog style) but I just wanted to share my experiences and to say that I love my best friend, my sister in soul. btw english is not my first language so it may be some wrong things over there, love peace and weed to yall 💕