Get me out of this place!!!

I actually LOATHE even the thought of going to school. It's not even kind of cool since you get to see your friends again after the break, because I DON'T HAVE ANY!!! I can't even blame it on anything because its like totally my fault, since I cut off the girls who tried to get to know me and never bothered actually making friends with my classmates, but it still SUCKS to be such a loner!

Even the upperclassmen I used to hang around at lunch to make myself at least not LOOK like a total dweeb (since I am NOT ending up like that one weird kid who spends his lunch period dancing around DIRECTLY in front of the hallway doors), have all started going off campus to spend time with their "girlfriends". Like seriously, what about ME? Seniors, man..

So I figured I would find a nice, quiet place to spend lunch where I wouldn't have to publicly broadcast how much of a complete LOSER I am. The problem is no matter where I look, every SINGLE spot is ALWAYS taken by a couple, doing some not very school appropriate things! Do you know how awkward it is to have to just say "My bad." and walk away from a couple after you JUST saw them treating the side area like their own personal love hotel? I DO!

Anyway, I eventually decided to just sit on the floor in the Spanish hallway (which is so EXTREMELY uncomfortable), and play on my PSP the entire period. It's not too bad, since it's not that populated, but people still walk through there so the aforementioned couples don't decide to turn it into their make out spot.

That's enough about lunch, though. The classes suck in their own right too. I completely stopped going to my first 3 periods because they were all so boring and I now HATE my Spanish teacher, so I usually only catch the tail end of the day. Fourth period, PE, is probably the best out of the bunch. Not because I like athletics, mind you, but because (since I have completely stopped caring about my grades), I can laze around and do nothing for an entire period, just like lunch, but everyone else and their judging eyes are still in class, and most of the other PE kids are doing.. well, PE things. And If I'm lucky I sometimes get a social interaction too! The only problem is this big friend group of geeks who make it their JOB to talk and laugh at stupid jokes as loudly as humanly possible while I'm trying to listen to my nightcore playlist and think of all the places I could be better spending my time!

I don't have much to say about math, other than it SUCKS, since my teacher just will NOT let me sleep. Like I KNOW she can see the bags under my eyes, and that she also must realize how much of a lost cause I am at this point, so whats the deal? You already know I'm not going to do my work anyway so just let me at least SOMEWHAT compensate for pulling an all nighter.. again. At least I have a few acquaintances in that class, so I can exchange a few sentences for the day if nothing else.

World history is just a time sink, where my teacher (middle aged, bald, looks republican but not republican, you know the type), drones on about time periods and wars that I know more about than he does, and lessons we should take away from said events that I know better than to listen to. He's a pretty chill teacher other than that, and his class is the only one that I'm passing, since I already know everything the class covers and could do those tests with my eyes closed. He still won't let me sleep most of the time though.

That's all the ranting I wanted to do, If anyone actually read through me whining then thanks I guess. School should have already started for me as I'm writing this, but as I mentioned previously I always skip the start of the day (or a lot of the times just don't go), so I'm probably gonna try getting some sleep, lord knows I need it.