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I hate school so much. I hate always feeling so out of place no matter what, I hate always feeling so self conscious because there are eyes everywhere. I want to be homeschooled but it just isn’t an option for me, I’m not privileged to have that. But, if I was homeschooled in a way it would be good and bad. Because I wouldn’t have to worry about constant judgement or feeling left out, but it would be bad cause I’d over eat myself to death.
Im on my way to school today from winter break and I feel sick. I feel absolutely nauseous.
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speedaker
sup, i had the same situation sorta at my old school. i was self conscious aswell and felt like i didn't fit in there, so i made an agreement with school to do my work at home. and 4 the first couple weeks/months it's all nice, but you will end up getting REALLY isolated and bored. the only people you probably see are your parents, siblings or friends. but most of my friends were at school during times i'd want to hangout, or were busy with projects etcetera. i eventually got pretty depressed from just sitting at home all day, to the point where i literally wanted to go to school again ASAP!
i'm not trying to say you'll experience it the same way as me, but you should think it through if you are truly planning on dropping out or if you are going to try to get homeschooled, it's not all fun although it may seem that way in the first place :p
greetzzz speedaker
That’s very understandable, as much as I would like to be homeschooled I couldn’t because I’m apart of extracurriculars and participate in art competitions representing my school. I also for some reason am not able to do work at home, and the only thing that motivates me is the school environment. Homeschool would probably also just be detrimental to my mental health. As much as I would love to not deal with how school and the people make me feel, I’ll have to deal with it. But so sorry it didn’t work out for you! Hope the school situation has gotten better for you.
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