1/6/26

Recently I frequently find myself in a purgatory between depressed and euphoric. My mood relies heavily on Nic, and I really do hate the feeling of it. I don't know if I'll ever get out of that, but I guess I have to try, right?

I don't know. 

The concert was actually in june of last year, and my mom had read the times wrong (which is okay because idk if I really wanted to drive like 8 hours going and back,) so we're not going but it was a nice thought. Sometime in these next few months though, I do want to go to the city and fuck around down there. Can't drink legally yet but that doesn't mean there aren't good mocktail places.

I've been transferring all of my music back from youtube onto spotify and I can definitely say my music taste is a lot less shallow on spotify now. Plus, I can actually tolerate my playlists now without feeling like a poseur. yay! Before I moved off youtube music, I can't even lie I was a huge music snob. Like I would fr make fun of people's top 100 music taste LOL never to their faces of course, but like, still.