Shiii😭

If I was on a plane on September one one would I have been 911 I think about this often

Woke up at 1 am and haven't been able to sleep since but I have school in *counts fingers* one two three ... Fo hours ! I also got four hours of sleep only !! Haylp !!! 

Yesterday I had my first therapy appointment ever in my life it was so weird cuz I just am supposed to sit there and talk about how messed up my life is for an hour to a stranger but they doesn't don't dant hate me I think so that's gourd 

I realized during it though that I've been unrelentingly turbulent for my whole life so I'm just like ... Constantly stressed I feel like my heart will pop

Uh but we've got hella food whatever man I wanna give up and fall over and die I don't care about anything in my life right now at all 

Shower time though uaghh