school + what ive been up to + 2026 goals

returning to school...

tomorrow i go back to school T~T im not very excited, but at least i only have to go for a few hours! im in high school classes, but i take college classes too. i dont think i have to go back to college until later this month, plus i wont be taking 4 college classes this time! im pretty sure im only taking 2, so im very excited i wont have to worry about a lot.
i finished my classes last semester well, but im very hard on myself so i feel like i just squeezed by more than anything :T my burnout killed me the last few weeks and my adhd was basically ruining my life... it was really hard to forgive myself for screwing things up and procrastinating.

everything else ive been up to!

over break, i feel like i havent done anything noteworthy. ive been sleeping WAY TOO MUCH and isolating myself!!!! it sucks but this always happens when im on break... its easy to just hide away in my room forever, even if i know its gonna affect me negatively.
on the bright side, i got to play games with my sister and i finally tidied up my room! im really glad i got to spend time with her because its something i usually cant do (classes... work... burnout...)
ive also been trying to draw and make music a lot, but with so much free time i feel like its harder to create. its really frustrating!

goals for 2026

ive become a lot more responsible these past years and im still way too hard on myself. i make good grades, i have a job, i have a drivers license and i never get into trouble! i want to be nicer to myself in 2026 because being mean only makes things worse. i also want to improve my artwork by practicing anatomy and get more comfortable with my style.

wishing everyone a great 2026! (...my apologies for being 6 days late ^_^')