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I REALLY DONT WANT TO VENT BUT HOW DO YOU GUYS MAKE FRIENDS?? :( like genuinenly. In real life i have zero friends, i jusz go home from work or school and stay in house the whole day. I know people say its not so bad to be alone, you should try being happy if you have zero friends and yada yada BUT I DONT CARE. Im not happy at all! Im 18 i should go out with friends and not be stuck inside!! I had so many online friends but we fell apart, i just have one now and we barely chat because shes busy with college.
What im trying to truly say is i feel lonely and i dont want to turn to AI again because i feel like this. C.AI has truly ruined my social skills and life. I have always been akward and im autistic so maybe thats why people dont approach me?? Im not begging here for friends, i just wanna know if anyone feels similar?? ( . .) i just wanted to rant a bit
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Russet
its ok - i felt this way at yr age
just let things flow ppl pressure everyone at the age of 20, you can just exist online everyday and out of nowhere you'll end up talking about cool stuff with someone - the worst is to be pressured to BE someone rather than not having friends
REAL advice though. if people tells you to make friends at school? school just doesnt work. it will never work and it's useless to think you're different if you don't have school friends.
AAH THANK YOU!! Its just hard sometimes, seeing people my age having fun and creating memories. But i will follow your advice.
And in my experience, school friends rarely worked out anyway. They just stayed school friends and nothing else. My new classmates tend to look at me weirdly or straight up ignore me when i try to talk to them. I guess i cant help but take everything personally ( . .) People i met online have always been better too.
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ye ofc i wont judge you but is it an autistic thing? I am an autist and I am stuck on this adventurous teenager phase since i lived absolutely nothing rewarding at my young age
its painful nostalgia
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Yea i am autistic. I always felt a little behind people my age. And i think i understand what you mean. I now really want to just do as much as i can, go out and live life since my childhood was spent pretty much me being inside my room.
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aw we are twins ......... good luck out there !! do you want to go to any concerts or stuff next to your house ?? its an amazing experience on the autism nostalgia list
you can also buy your own diary and magic pen ... or invite someone to eat (its not a shame to invite a family member i do it all the time)
a VERY strange one i experienced was to just be in the know of hip n cool stuff in the present .... like shows , games ,albums, reading ect
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