5/1/2026

dad woke me up today
said he’s worried
worried
WORRIED!!
because of me

WHAT ARE YOU ALWAYS ACTING UP?

my laptop got taken away
most of my things are in there
i didn’t do much after that                                                              everything felt empty          

dad said that guy might drop by
it depends
if he finds the bus or not

yesterday
he came by for a while
stood in my room
asked a few questions
we talked for a bit

it was boring and short
i won't even remember it after a week 
it doesn't matter

i wanted to go out for a walk
asked a few people
no one replied on time
later they said it was too late

NEW?
NEW?
NEW?

i made some salad
it made me didn't make me full
it didn’t look like enough
but i had no will to eat more

THERE ISN’T ENOUGH
YOU CAN'T

i washed my hair
it keeps falling
ʎɥʍ ʍouʞ ʇ’uop ı

i’ll play some games...
before i sleep...