life

sooooo

life is getting so much better!

its a new year and i feel so good

im sick and ive felt icky but mentally i think im doing better!

ive cut some toxic people off that have been dragging me down and i feel lighter as a person.

my plan this year is to accept what i have and live this year to the fullest.

i dont know if i want to make any new friends - i dont think i will as of now.

i love all my friends and theyre the reason im still here today!!

i cant thank anyone other than my best friends, the circle im currently in is so healthy for me and has really shown me that these people are who i need to be around.

im happier, im sleeping more, im having fun, im overall thriving.

this one person though has helped me a lot more than they realize this past month. or well - really this past year. 

he means so much to me and is so sweet to me.

i trust him so so much and hes always been there for me, even when we had our disagreement back in august, he still let me come back and has shown me that hes always going to be there. 

i dont plan on leaving his side. 

ive made plans to meet up with him, but i dont have the money:(

okay moving on from that, CHRISTMAS WAS AWESOME!!!

i FINALLY got a PC so i can play games with him and my other friends without lagging!!!!

ugh im just so happy as of lately.

i do miss the person who cut me off sometimes and wonder how theyre doing but i know its better off this way.

i mean look at how im doing!!

im getting tired of typing now, i thank anyone who reads this and hope that you have an amazing day/night wherever you are!

love, ME!!!!