Hey huys to yu like me or huh.. (rant perhaps)

Guys.. am I funny... I fear I fell off.. I fear km way too friggin sensitive about shit and I can't get over stuff that happened months ago. I can't help thinking about people who wronged me without feeling a terrible pressure on my chest and almost puking because they're so much more popular than I will ever be and they just somehow moved on from what the did and they don't feel bad about it! And I really want 2026 to be good but I'm genuinely terrified of what will happen this year... I don't know what to do. If this year goes bad I swear to God I'm drinking my valve oil and eating my slide grease like it's a goddamn pushpop. I just want everyone to be nice to eavhother and like eachother.. :( I don't understand why people can't be nice anymore! I don't understand why being online just makes you lose the ability to be kind! It seriously isn't that hard to be nice to other people!!! Is it so hard???? How much hate do you have to have in your heart just to forget kindness.??? Rude people don't deserve friends if they aren't making an active effort to change or get help.

Hahhga.. okay.. hah... yeh... yeh... heh.. yea..