Boyfriend

Ngl i totes just lowkey dumped my bf and i like need to tell someone </3

he was like a total douche for the past month or two and dont get me wrong in the beginning he was like the best but his mental state slowly got worse according to him but like thats all he would say and REFUSED to open up like that is NOT okay

he then went on to quit saying he loved me but would get pissed when i asked why then blocked all my alts which he refused to tell me about like im dating you why r u blocking me

He basically just refused to tell me anything like not even about his day which was rlly annoying cuz im gen trying to keep us together and he just refuses to cooperate and gets mad when i point it out

And dont get me wrong i totally understand if he mentally needs a break or anything but like dont take it out on me man ESPECIALLY if u wont tell me anything like ur js being pissy for no reason atp

Anyways i dumped him the other day and u know he wasnt rlly a bad guy like super bad so i asked if he still wanted to be friends and he was all like “i dont think we should… it would hurt too much…” so i blocked him so he went to the acc he blocked, unblocked it, then was all like “i wasnt expecting to be blocked.” Like dude. You blocked me first AND said u didnt wanna talk. Ur js being petty atp. And like no hate but it was sooo cringe cuz he would like only show emotion through his reposts cuz he knew i looked. Its bad because they were all like the “you dont want a jealous bf…” and like went to be like them getting pissed over u talking to a friend like hello? And like i was introduced to him by my bff basically so i yk figured me talking to my bff (lets call them k) would be okay with him? 

Apparently i was wrong T.T like anytime i would post like a screenshot of me and K playing, my ex (Who we’ll call D) would reply to the photo and be all like “Oh.” Then refused to be all like “its fine.” like why bring it up if you wont elaborate. 

Me and K play a lot so yk i post them on my story a lot as like a joke but it got to the point that D blocked K OBVIOUSLY because how close i was with K and because K was trying to tell D like stuff about our relationship that i was complaining about (which he completely ignored and didnt change a thing about) and like i woild understand if he just said something like that but instead he says “i blocked him for personal reasons.” Keep in mind that he came out of nowhere saying “i blocked K.”like thats none of my business? 

Honestly im starting to realize D was probs never gonna commit to us. His parents were all like strict so everything was restricted and he couldn’t get apps but like i KNOW he had some stuff. I like tried to swap Spotifys because i LOVE music and wanted to see what he was listening to but he said hed send his Spotify but then just didnt no matter how many times i asked. Like please be honest and just say you dont want to. 

D would also like only text me once a day and i KNOW he goes on his phone more than that. He would never tell me anything like if he were busy and that gen pissed me off cuz he just wouldnt tell me anything yet like expected me to know? Dude im not a psychic. 

D constantly started stuff and refused to give me attention and like when i said we should break up he was like “did u find sm1 better” like i kinda wish i did bro. I feel like he knew he would get broken up with because with how bad you were acting i dont know why i would stay. And im not trying to be mean. I waited months for him to open up or get slightly better but it got to the point he forgot our anniversary and ghosted me the whole day. 

Anyways D was not a cool guy was i in the wrong for leaving </3

okay imma sleep now i have a bunch of chainmail to make lol