Nocturnal again wughhh

The second night in a row I've had to pick up my cousin from work. She works the night shift so 9pm-2am and my other cousin (who owns the car) goes to the bar these nights since it's the only nights her favorite club is open.

I keep agreeing to it when I know winter break ends in three days.

I really don't like having to stay up 24 hours to fix my sleep schedule and DUDE I had such a good sleep schedule before!

I usually got tired around 6 pm and woke up at 5 am and school starts at 8:30 so I would have plenty of time to get ready :(

Me and my sibling just started in the middle of the year at our new school right before break, so everything is still very new and scary, and even more so now that we have to fix our sleep schedules again.

To be entirely honest, I still have the urge to quit school entirely even though this is my last shot to complete it normally and get my diploma. Being a super senior is fucking embarrassing, but thankfully no one seems to know.

Guys, I'm so cooked.

So I have thirteen classes next semester (starts in February) so I can graduate on time when the normal amount is obvs 8. Im going to have four night classes monday-thursday and then one online class.

Though I'm sort of excited for the classes I got into, some more than others. I'm taking two science classes and science is my all time fav subject. But rn I'm taking financial algebra and when I tell you that shit is the most boring class ever, better believe it bc wdym graphing inequalities and taking notes on BUDGETS? 😐

Like, yes, I need to be better about spending money, but I feel like a class is overkill. 

As for my sibling, they have very few credits so they're probably going to be a super senior in a couple years too.

I hate hate hate the late morning sleepy feeling where it's like buzzing in my chest and just sluggishness you can't get rid of unless you wait it out. That's what always gets me, but usually when I drink coffee before 6am or just before i get tired it works to keep me up until the late evening the next day.

I'm sitting in dennys rn where my cousin works, and this new girl just started working the same shift as my cousin. She's so cool! She has tattoos, and likes rap music like $uicideboy$, and she's funny but in a way you don't expect. I thought she was gonna be basic white woman but she's funnyyyy and kind of hip and she says like messy stuff.

Anyway I'm gonna drive my cousin home now, night chat.

-kelly k