Jealousy or exaggeration?

Today I begged my friend to play a game he didn't like. When we joined the game, someone else joined and my friend started showing more interest in him, to the point that I lost all desire to speak. Later, when I decided to leave, my friend helped a guy he'd just met with a mission, but I have to beg him to help me with the smallest things. I've been his friend, and almost something more, for a year now. I wanna think I'm just exaggerating or that I'm jealous, but idk.