Update..🌚

SOOOO...heyyy it's been a while since I've made another blog entry and here's what's gone down from 2024-2026(present)

Middle - Nearing the end of 2024: Where I last left off I was with a girl I'll call Palku and I was moving away from her and my friends. When I've started settling in and excited to make a new start and get away from my past that refuses to release the chokehold it has me in I was texting her and then it got less and less frequent that I'd get a reply and then when I did it was dry and I could tell she was trying to distance herself but something in me made me think that maybe she's just busy yk? WRONG got a text saying that "Heyy so I'm breaking up with you bc I fell out of love with you" well damn.. I cried a ton but I was like "Ykw new years is just around the corner lets start over for real!! I was gonna be this new, non bullshit takin girl that dressed how she wanted when she wanted and acted like she wanted 24/7, 365👅 Let's just say that was the beginning of smth fucking WILD. And then I got a bf in like Nov after being ghosted by this Japanese dude who I thought I could get along with LISTEN I can live without a partner okay this was the span of the entire year I'm not desperate💔😭

2025 worst fucking year of my life: I'm sure we've all had a shitty 2025 but dawg mine was on a whole nother level..I lost my best friend of like 4 years bc I'd like to believe it was the fact I was just in general a "Too tired to talk to ppl" kinda person but it might have been a miscommunication problem and I fucked up AGAIN so now I have a 0% chance of getting them back, one of my ex friends has sa allegations against him but the situation is so complicated that I'm honestly not gonna get into, I was sent to hospital TWICE- actually no it was three times in total..and the first time I was stuck in there for over a month and sent home with pain meds, second I was denied a surgery bc they couldn't see the problem despite the problem BEING INSIDE MY FUCKING BACK. And the third time I was almost denied a surgery bc the fuckass nurses thought I was pregnant like I'm not even active first of all and second IM 15-16 AND TERRIFIED OF DICKS BEING EVEN NEAR ME it weirds me out..so there's that OH ALSO TRUMP GOT ELECTED AND THAT CLOSED OFF AN EDUCATION OPPORTUNITY LIKE BRO WTF MAN. So I'm probably going to France for Uni but I'm definitely going to college first despite the UK going to shit. But I did get closer with an online friend and they're my bsf AND I CAN TALK TO THEM WITHOUT MAKING THEM FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE OR ANYTHING BRO!! Peak bsf 😋 there was certainly more negatives than positives..OH WAIT MY DAD GOT ARRESTED for a lil while and then he got out on bail like they couldn't have immediately thrown his ass in prison, after the amount of evidence we gave, for like idk 6-8 years so I could get my education and fuck off from the country💔😣 HE'S ALSO TRYNA GAIN CUSTODY OF MY ASS AND GET MY MOM THROWN IN JAIL like yes she's got her bad sides BUT AT LEAST SHE DIDNT ATTEMPT MURDER JS BC HER OLDEST (me) CAME OUT AS UNLABELED + BISEXUAL🌚 He can't even feed us dawg. Every single TIME my mom goes out for groceries, hospital appointments or literally just for fresh air this monkey of a LIL BOY decides to buy junk food and then complain that we keep eating unhealthy food like you're the parent bucko I can't buy my own food BC YOU TOOK MY MONEY FOR RENT BC YOUR ASS WANTS TO KEEP PUTTING US IN DEBT and then you expect us to be honky dory about it all like yes king! Buy another useless apple product we don't fucking need!!! Anyways I hit my 1 yr anniversary with my bf from 2024, we're calling him Crimson bc that's his username on almost everything 😔🙏🏽 AND I HAD MY FIRST DATE WITH HIM IT WAS SO PEAK I LOVED IT 😘😋 It was equal parts romantic and somewhat non PG (WE DIDNT GET DOWN N DIRTY BC I'M NOT 16 YET he's an unc tho bc he's 17  lol UNC I'm turning 16 in like a few weeks as well so don't get your panties in a twist bc of the age gap🙏🏽😔 He's going to university while I'm applying for college and then I'm going to uni for Plastic surgery so I can make me a fursuit🤯🤯 and live with him ofc but we'll do that when I'm going into uni status bc he offered me a place to stay with him while he's doing his stuff and obviously I said yes🤤

Anywho what else happened...Me and crims are planning another date and also I'm helping this idiot budget bc he spends too much money for a guy who isn't rich🌚 PLUH anyways guys you could add me n shit for more entertaining stuff like this lol BYE MY LITTLE BUNNIES XOXO 💋