Hey guys [or something]

Hey guys, it's Dias here. I don't even know why I want to share my thoughts here, but maybe it will help me or something. On the other hand, probably no one wants to know about this anyway, so I'll just keep it here for myself so that the shadows can't steal it (hopefully) :) I hope I'll manage to post more often next time (hope the shadows don't hold me back or anything) [oh shit, this all sounds edgy, sorry about that. By "shadows" I mean people that only I can see and only I can hear. They have their own consciousness and act independently].