I no want to go back at school (plus yapping about my life)

Im so sad, school start again next week, and I no want!!! I have exams and i didn't even study a thing and im so anxious about it ;-;.

But worse, my life changed a lot during Christmas holiday I had to move out of my mother's house cause of many problems with her and my stepdad so now I live with my father and my stepmom. The problem, is i have to take the train for almost 2h instead of 30 munute walk to get to my school 💀

I know i should be in a new school way closer to my dad's house but i no want it. I no want to leave my friends and I feel more comfortable to be in a place i know. I hate changment, and im just so sad about what's happening in my life.

Im now with my dad now but i have siblings, (2 sisters and 2 brothers, all younger than me) who lives with my mom. I no want to be mean with her but she's mentaly unstable and my stepdad doesn't care about them. Im scared for them and what could happen because I know things aren't good there. I just miss them so much i just want to see them again.

Anyway, sorry if this post is like a therapist session but i need to express how I feel because it's all I needed.  In case, take care of your younger siblings even if they are annoying. They have to know you are there for them, sometimes parents are shit.