Wtf were I doing at the ripe age of 13 T_T

So guys I were looking up my old diaries and found this poem, it just makes me sad now ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

It goes like:

I see girls around me

Faces not ugly like mine

Hair not curly like mine

Lips not virgin like mine

Body not a burden like mine...

I see girls around me

Getting compliments by guys

Getting guys!

I see girls around me

Not having to stutter while taking

Not having to think a million times before coming to school

–I look into the mirror

And I see girls around me...