i am debating on quitting art entirely or my life 😛😛😛

i feel so fucking unmotivated.

i get so envious of like 11-15 year olds drawing better than i do. (i am proud of them don't get me wrong but i am just some bitter easily envious moron)

i am so jealous of everything, i can't render, my brain is just too fucking slow to understand any tutorial and THEN i forget it next second.

i have been drawing since 13 or 14 years, my art still looks like that of a beginner why? because i get so easily demotivated and then WOAH artblock! AND THEN I FORGET EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING

my art skills are shit, i do not know what art style i want to go for, i am genuinely just at rock bottom.

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crashout done, it's almost 6am and i can't sleep because i feel like absolute shit.

anyways gianni cures depression atleast



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Boo<3U

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I 100% feel every bit of your frustration, I’ve been drawing for 13 years and still think it’s all shit, comparing everything I make to others and feeling jealous too. I HATE IT omfg, I haven’t picked up my drawing pad since November. The thing is, if you were satisfied with your art, you wouldn’t ever improve! It’s a good thing to want to do better, most people would give up. It’s totally ok to take a break or walk away, you don’t need to be a novice artist in a week, take your time. Maybe try a different medium or talent to spices things or compare your art to your old art! It’s completely normal to feel this way, sry for the long comment happy new year:)


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