2/1/2026

i had a dream
i was in my old house
it was winter
empty
i think everyone stepped out for a walk
after a while my friends came to call me outside
we were supposed to play
so, we went to our everyday spot
there was this black shadow around us
tall
tall limbs
moving wrong
like a phasmatodea?
i didn’t really focus on it
FIND IT! FIND IT! FIND IT!
am tired
                                                                                                            Y r u still asleep?
i tried a new drink today
it had jelly in it
it was actually really good
the bottle was cute too
i’ll buy it again for sure

it was...

i want a pet sea slug
dad said no
mom said it’s disgusting                                                    She said something about you...
maybe later
maybe when i move out                                                    To Where?

should i start doing commission work
i want some side money
i think i could do it
i keep thinking about it
and then not doing anything
LAZY! LAZY! LAZY!

they said something...
what?

i wanted to make a new wallpaper
for my mp3 player
miku
in old anime style
but where is my mp3 player
i can’t remember where i kept it

WHERE WAS IT?
WHERE WAS IT?
WHERE WAS IT?
WHERE WAS IT?

really?

i lost my watch somewhere in my room
i keep losing things lately
or maybe i just notice it more now
i can’t even remember what i lost anymore

LEAVE

my head hurts...
I think I’ll qɘɘlƨ