1/1/26

1/1/26

i fucked up already 2027 is gonna be my year. uemm hi i woke up. at 4 pm today u_u and did Jack shit all day LOLLLLL my heart has been So so evil rceently  ..Today for about ~45 minutes it would beat like 30 times at a really fast pace, would slow down suddenly at beat like 12 times off- rhythm like thunkthunk thunk thunkthunkthunk thunk thunk thunkthunkthunkthunk thunkthunk like NOT in pace , and then would go back to beating really fast at an actual rhyhtm again. i dont know why it does tthis its really really uncojmfortable cuz it beats very hard when it does this too . i dont like it but it keeps happening. idk That happened for a bit and then i went and played vrchat with my friendddd but something very really bad and evil happened to my friend online while we played so it kind of fucked everyone up and ive just been comforting him the best i can the rest of the day. i alreay did something dumb and already fucked iup this year bro Evil fucking first day of the yhear -_- 2027 will be my year Ok. what EVER. i was gonna redo this blog theme to be green for the start of the year because i feel very green recently but i was too lazy/uneasy to do it today. i have to wake up in 3 hours for a dentist appointment but if i sleep now itll just make me more tired so i might just stay up if  i can I dont know man. what EVER. I HAVE THAT FUCKING JAX SONG STUCK IN JMY HEAD. I DONT EVEN WATCH TADC. IM GONNA LOSE MY MINDDDDDDDUUHHHHHH

today is day 579 no shinjiro and 551 no makoto