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i feel out of place among my family

stupid emotions. i dont care about what other people have to say about my music taste especially not my family since i dont really care and i know they dont enjoy my music to any means, which doesnt bother me much but it  bothers me enough to make me feel a bit like the "black sheep" of the family as i have vastly diffrent interest from them and how they mock my music by saying it sounds like "a ton of dogs barking" as i listen to rock but even then i brush it off as i once hide myself for theyre sake but today was different. I was in my room listening to music while reading when my dad walks into my room and stares at me point blank and says "hey this music isnt cool play country or something else but not this"  he was dead serious as well i could feel the anger rising at his judgement but it was overcome by a greater feeling. dejection, i felt like a dejected puppy it just felt like another rejection another sign that im so much more different then they are that i dont belong. it makes me wish the anger took over instead i hate the way feeling work someone help pls.


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Some of the best musicians came from houses like this if you havent seen metal family you should totally watch it but seriousy music is something that is deeply personal to you and someone disrespecting that is disrespecting you and thats horrible


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