Contempt is the new protection

I skipped school waiting for your package to come in the mail. Its hard knowing i can never take back the things i said to you and its hard knowing I'll never get what we had back. You never know how much your words hurt till they're already out of your mouth hitting harder than ever. its days like these where im talking with people ive met this year and I'll wish to be anywhere else sitting around doing nothing with you. Theres more truth in these entries than in any of the journals i write in because putting the ink down on paper is a conviction in it self.